Can I Do It This Time?

So... I've decided once again to try and lose weight. I think that the reason that I have yet to succeed is that I have never had anyone/ anything to hold me accountable. By blogging, I'm hoping to be held accountable for what I do/ don't do.

I have several reasons to want to lose weight. Some of which are normal, health issues; however, others are more personal and vain. I want to be healthy, for my son and my husband. I don't want to develop the health issues as I age that so many in my family have. As far as the more vain reasons, I want to wear a bikini. I have never worn a bikini, and I want to and feel good in it.

I will make a plan and post it on my blog... hopefully I will succeed!

Things I Should Do

So, I wanted some change in my appearance, and apparently going from almost black to blonde wasn't enough of a change. So, I have some projects I want to get started on. Some are just a matter of getting it done, while others are really going to be a work in progress for a while.

• Take my hair to a platinum/ white blonde
• Put some crazy color streaks in it
• Pierce my lip
• lose some weight
• Cut my bangs
• Get another tattoo

I am going to right about these things here so that I will be held accountable. If I don't put it in writing, I will never do it!

Procrastination: My Favorite Past-time

SO.... I've always been the world's greatest procrastinator. This is not a theory, It is a fact. If there is anything whatsoever that I need to do, I will find anything possible to do instead, until the very last moment. With this comes my worst enemy: THE INTERNET!
For example, my Little Prince's first birthday is four months from today! I know, It seems like a lot of time, but given how fast the last eight have gone, I really dont think that four months is really going to be all that long. The only thing that i'm realy worried about is that I DON"T KNOW HOW TO BAKE! I know, I know, I could just buy a cake, but I'd rather not. I'd rather make myself go crazy and stick to what my mother and mil have done, and make the LP's first birthday cake. Not only am I going to make his cake, but decorate it as well (nothing but the best for my Little Prince). AND THATS NOT ALL... It has to be a lemon cake!!!! WTF am I thinking.

Back to the procrastination part:...
What I should be doing: Learning to bake
What I am actually doing: Blogging

The worst part about this is that not only am I blogging, but I wasn't sure how to spell procrastinating, so I decide to go to GOOGLE and look it up... and I can't just stop at finding the spelling, I have to click on PROCRASTINATION SITES... and find "my favorite procrastination sites" ... and I click to see these... I'm DOOMED...

I'M NEVER GOING TO LEARN TO BAKE IF I DON'T IGNORE THE INTERNET....

EVIL...EVIL...EVIL... INTERNET

Everyday Life

Sometimes everyday life gets to me, it seems like i get up and run. By the time i am caught up with everything i have to do, something else comes along that i have forgotten to do, or its a new issue. Today, i overslept, finally got us out of the house to go to the store, did the shopping, get home, unpack everything and sit down. Just then the little prince wants to be played with. I play with him, lay him in his bed, and sit down. My husband brings me a soda. The throat sighs! It may be hectic at times, but I LOVE MY LIFE.

Wahoo! Mobile blogging... Thats what im talking about!

Changes

I've always had outlets for my not so creative energy, but lately those don't seem to work. Being a mother and a wife, it has become hard to find time to make jewelry, to sew, and to do many things that I have always found enjoyable. On top of this, I am a geek, so I needed to find a way to combine technology with an outlet. BLOGGING it seems is the answer. Here I am going to document the many journies i am going through right now. One of which, is learning to blog. I have no idea what I'm doing, so this is going to be a learning process. Thanks in advance for following along!

FED UP

Today I had a breakthrough... being a new mom and a new wife, life has definately changed in the last year. The thing that annoys me the most is that no one seems to care what i think these days. No one seems to care if I'm hurt, or mad, or sad, or happy, or in a daze. I cannot stand this change in life. I hate to be ignored; so, I decided that it is time for a BLOG!!! I can say what i want, and i'm sure someone will listen. Even if no one does, it's still an outlet. So... to my wonderful family that i adore, I'm doing this because I LOVE YOU!

**note: i know that my husband and in-laws, mom, and other family care, sometimes it just feels like no one does**

♥ another note: thank you my wonderful mother-in-law for letting me vent to you and for giving me this idea ♥



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